Winter Yuy's Fanfiction Journal

"Gomennasai" Complete!

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 06:05:52 GMT

I finally fucking finished the story that has been haunting my computer for the past SIX DAMN MONTHS! GUH! I've never felt more relieved in my ENTIRE EFFING LIFE! It's like being constipated for six months then finally--

...okay, I'll just stop there and go ahead and unveal the story.

Title: Gomennasai
Rating: Mature (unedited)
Genre: Romance/Angst/Drama/Slight Humor
Pairing: Hyuuga Neji and Tenten [Duh...] with slight mentions of Uchiha Sasuke and Haruno Sakura
Words: 4,435
Summary: It's hard for Neji to say he's sorry, but to show that he's sorry may take the help from someone unexpected. Will Tenten every forgive him? [Spinoff to 'What Hurts the Most']

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“A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.” –Ingrid Bergman

“I do not believe in fate that falls on men however they act, but I do believe in a fate that falls on men unless they act.” –G.K. Chesterton

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Whiff, whiff, whiff! THUD!

Tenten furiously threw her shuriken at the bull’s eye up in the trees of the training ground. Her chocolate colored eyes were narrowed in anger, her body sweating from the many, many hours of solo training.

Whiff, whiff, whiff! THUD!

She was so pissed off she couldn’t describe in words how she felt. Anger kept surging through her body, hot blood pumping into her system to fuel her adrenaline rush. She wouldn’t stop until she felt totally at ease with herself. The brunette realized that she hadn’t been this angry since her parents died six years ago.

Tenten made note the next time that damn prodigy pissed her off that she was going to throw him down and beat his face in with her fist. However, in the back of her mind, a little voice reminded her that she wanted to pin him down and do other things to him besides beating his face in.

Whiff, whiff, whiff! THUD! CRACK!

As she continued to hurl her weapons, Tenten realized that not only was she mad at Neji, but she was even angrier at herself for being in love with him.

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Hyuuga Neji sat, somberly, in the gardens of the Hyuuga manor. He was dressed in a black shirt and khaki shorts, watching the small waterfall pour into the little stream. The sounds eased his mind, helping him to think about his partner, Tenten. For some reason, she had gotten mad at him two days ago and stomped off after she called him inconsiderate, proceeding to throw a kunai at him, which cut his cheek. He hadn’t seen her since.

Neji frowned, shifting positions on the bench, leaning his face on his bent knee. All he had said to her was that the reason she wasn’t moving as fast as she usually did was because she seemed bigger. He merely recommended that she needed to lose a few pounds. Of course, Neji didn’t understand why women took comments about their weight so personal. Tenten was a tomboy, and he thought the comment to be innocent since she had never acted like she was concerned about female issues.

The sound of deep purring snapped his attention to his left side. Destiny, his white, short haired, blue-eyed kitten, was rubbing up against his hand begging her ‘father’ for attention. Neji stroked the kitten’s soft fur before scratching between her ears. Destiny purred louder at the affection, licking Neji’s hand with her sandpaper like tongue.

Neji softly smiled in remembrance when he got Destiny. He didn’t actually want an animal. Hell, he didn’t even like them, but Tenten had thought otherwise. It was during his birthday celebration party. His cell partner had come bouncing up to him holding a small box.

“Neji!” Tenten was glowing with happiness as she stopped in front of the young Hyuuga prodigy.

Neji recoiled when she thrust the box at him. He blinked, “What is it?”

“Well,” The brunette took the top of the box slowly as she spoke, “I saw this cute little thing on the streets in town and thought that you might like it. Think of it as a companion of sort.”

“Eh?” The white eyed teen looked down into the box at the small, white kitten inside. “You got me a cat?”

Tenten picked up the small kitten, dropping the box. “Her name is Destiny. She was just screaming out ‘take me!’ and I did! I cleaned her up when I found her yesterday. In a way, she reminds me of you - all the white and stuff.”

Neji watched as his partner stroked the small kitten’s belly, smiling down at the small animal. He hated animals, especially cats. But seeing Tenten with that smile on her face, somehow, made him change his mind.

“I love cats because I enjoy my home; and little by little, they become its visible soul,” Tenten licked her lips slowly. “So…do you like her? I can keep her if you don’t want to.”

Neji smirked and stepped closer to her, “I think I can manage.” He gently took his index finger, petting the kitten’s head as it mewed softly. “Thanks, Tenten.”

The brunette smiled with a barely noticeable tinge of pink on her cheeks, “Happy Birthday, Neji.”

Two months had passed since then and Neji had come to find he enjoyed the company of his kitten. It was at his side from the moment he woke up until he went to sleep. At night, she would curl up at his hip to sleep and sometimes she would sleep beside him on the pillow. Even in the two months that Destiny had been with him, Neji swore that his snow white pet had kept the lingering scent of Tenten on its fur.

He let out a raged breath and picked up Destiny, holding her up to his face. “What should I do? Tenten seems to be very unhappy with me lately.”

“Mew!” Destiny called out softly as she captured a strand of Neji’s long black hair, chewing on it softly.

“Too bad I can’t understand you,” Neji muttered as he looked off to the side.

“M-maybe it would be best if you, uh, apologized,” a soft voice came from behind him. Neji turned around to find his main branch cousin standing beside a tree.

“Hm.”

“Neji-niisan, forgive me for intruding, but I-I couldn’t help over hearing your problem.”

Neji frowned, “So, you were spying on me then, Hinata-sama?”

“N-n-no! I was merely p-passing through,” Hinata slowly sat down beside him. Ever since the Chuunin exams, Neji had become more like family. He trained and had tea with her twice a week. His anger towards the main branch seemed non-existent now; although, she could tell he still battled with his own demons every day.

“Apologizing is easier said than done,” Neji said somberly, placing the kitten down in his lap.

Hinata pursed her lips together, “Well…w-why not show her that you’re sorry rather than tell her.”

Showing was still as hard as telling in the mind of the young prodigy. He sat there for a moment stroking Destiny before a thought struck him. Maybe he could just do that, but he had no idea how to go about such an act.

He needed to do some research.

“Hinata-sama, watch Destiny. Feed her before the night is over,” Neji handed over his kitten before standing. “I’ve got to do some research.”

The Hyuuga heiress raised an eyebrow at the retreating figure of her cousin. She smiled softly and looked down at the kitten in her arms, “You might have a mommy soon, little kitty.”

“Mew!” Destiny called out happily and started playing with the strings that hung loose on Hinata’s top.

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Haruno Sakura stood up, wiping the sweat from her brow. She stretched a bit looking at the new room she just finished decorating. She smiled happily as she rubbed her growing stomach.

“It looks perfect for you, Kimi.”

Her round stomach grumbled in response causing Sakura to giggle, “I guess that means your hungry then, ne? Supper time it is then.”

Making her way through the newly purchased apartment, Sakura walked into the kitchen and prepared to make herself a sandwich. Memories of the past months came to her in a sudden flash as she prepared the meal.

Sakura had decided since motherhood was definitely in the future that it would be best for her to start making it on her own. In reality, Naruto had helped her with finding and fixing up the old apartment. In a fast realization, Sakura found out that the blonde haired shinobi was practically the only shoulder she could lean on. Her friends and family had given her support, but Naruto had come through for her on more than on occasion. Sakura vowed to pay Naruto back for all his help and it had all started when she started coaxing Hinata to confess her feelings to the blond.

The moment one bite was taken out of her delicious ham and melted cheese sandwich with pickles, peppers, and green onions she heard a knock at the door. She put down the sandwich and smoothed out her clothes.

“I wonder who that could be?” The kunoichi shuffled to the door, opening it with a smile. “Can I help y—Neji-kun?!”

Sakura rubbed her green eyes, blinking several times before looking back outside. Why, in the coldest regions of Hell, was Hyuuga Neji at her door? She gulped as she started into his pupil-less white eyes. He was a rather enticing individual. From his long, silky hair to his well-built body it’s no wonder he was the second most talked about shinobi aside from Sasuke-kun.

“Forgive me for intruding, Sakura, but I’m in need of some assistance,” Neji looked away as he spoke.

Sakura studied the Hyuuga. It was true that Neji wasn’t the nicest guy in Konoha, but as she watched him slightly fidget, she knew it must’ve taken him all his courage and manly pride to come and ask her, a female, for help. She stepped aside motioning for him to come in.

“It’s no bother. I was about to eat supper,” Sakura watched Neji close the door as he followed her into the kitchen. “What’s troubling you, Neji-kun?”

“You can just call me ‘Neji’, Sakura.” Neji took the seat offered to him, folding his hands on the table, “It’s about Tenten. Precisely, how I can apologize to her. You’re a woman who’s had…relations, so I thought you could give me some pointers.”

She wasn’t very familiar with Tenten. The weapon’s mistress of Konoha always seemed to stay away from crowds. She was a dedicated kunoinchi; her aim to be as great as Tsunade-sama. Her training partner was the man sitting in front of her. To be honest, she always thought that the two had feelings for one another, but was always uncertain. Neji and Tenten had a way of acting in public. They kept to themselves and their own team.

Sakura was in a sticky situation that she didn’t know how to get out of. Aside from knowing nothing about Tenten herself, she didn’t have the slightest idea how to direct Neji. As she took in the man before her, the look in his eyes seemed almost desperate. She knew now that Neji needed Tenten. She meant more to him that he ever let on and making things right with his teammate was the most important thing to him at the moment.

Sasuke’s image flashed in her head for a moment. She took in a deep breath and placed one of her hands over Neji’s folded ones.

“You came to the right girl. Now, tell me what happened and I can point you in the right direction.”

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Tenten had come home from training and taken a nice hot bath. The water soothed her tired muscles, causing the brunette to drift into a sound sleep. She woke up hours later, around seven, to the sound of her gray and white cat, Ashes, howling for his mistress. The weapons mistress told him to shut up before she realized he was doing it for a reason.

Ashes had been howling because someone was at the door.

Quick as lightning, Tenten had dressed in a casual pair of pajama pants and a tank top before opening the door to find the pink headed girl, Sakura. The brunette kunoichi was confused at why she had visitors, but let the younger girl inside nonetheless. They talked for hours before the soon-to-be mother left saying that the baby was becoming restless and needed sleep.

Now, Tenten was alone in her apartment half sitting, half lying on her couch, stroking Ashes’s soft fur. She had found it odd how Sakura had suddenly wanted to bond with her and how Neji seemed to be the bases of the entire conversation.

“So, how’s Neji doing?” Sakura asked, sipping at the tea her friend had made.

Tenten sat on the opposite side, frowning, “I don’t know. I haven’t seen him for a while.”

“Well, you two are always together, Tenten. It’s odd to find out you haven’t talked to him!” Sakura placed her cup down. “It’s been going around the village that you and he are, you know, a couple and have been for years.”

Tenten looked entirely calm, “Those rumors are nothing but that. Just rumors. Neji and I are friends, partners. It would be a conflict of interests if we were together.”

“How so?”

“Because we’re on the same team. Besides, Neji doesn’t have any interests in being in a relationship. He has plenty of other girls chasing after him and has shown no relevance in any of them. Frankily, I think he’s gay,” The brunette chuckled slightly at her joke.

“Well, that was just mean,” Sakura smiled at that teen. “But you’re in love with him, aren’t you?”

It was that comment that made brown eyes look down at the cup, “No.”

“Really?”

“I don’t love him! I hate the way he looks at me. I hate the way he always asks me if I’m okay. I hate how he takes me out to eat after we’ve trained all day. I hate…” Why couldn’t she think of anything else assure Sakura?

The pink haired kunoichi laughed, “You’re totally infatuated with him.”

“No, I’m not!” Tenten stood up and looked out the window, frowning. She peered out into the night watching a bird fly by her window. Was Sakura right…? Of course she was right, but there was no way Tenten, the biggest tomboy in the village, would admit to loving someone. It was to…girly.

Sakura grinned, picking back up the cup, “If you’re so sure.”

Tenten turned around to stare at Sakura, “I’m absolutely, positively…not…I could never…damnit!” She plopped down in the chair again, covering her face. “When did I become so abnormally emotional and weak?”

“It’s not being weak,” Sakura placed a hand on Tenten’s head, “it’s called being in love.” When she heard the teen sigh again, she poked at the brunette, forcing her to look.

“The only abnormality is the incapacity to love.”

After Sakura left, Tenten realized that she shouldn’t have disrespected the younger girl so much. She couldn’t fathom how she would feel if Neji just had sex with her and left her with a child. Then again, it seemed everyone had been admiring Sakura for her bravery at facing the future for herself and the unborn child.

From his warm, cozy position in his mistress’s lap, Ashes’s ears twitched. He meowed softly before jumping to the floor, pawing at the wooden door. The cat knelt down in his pouncing position, shaking his fuzzy rear before jumping up, grabbing onto the door knob and twisted it so it would open. Tenten sighed exasperation. That cat was too damn smart.

“Damnit Ashes, can’t you see that I’m really upset and wanna go to bed?”

“Apparently your cat wanted outside, Tenten.”

Tenten swore she stopped breathing for a moment when she heard that familiar, haunting voice. She turned her head to the right, spotting no other than the object of her fantasies holding her beloved cat. …and Ashes was nuzzling all into the raven colored t-shirt! She frowned and stared at the feline.

“You traitor.”

Ashes just stared at his mistress, continuing to lavish the attention he was receiving from the man that was holding him.

“And you’re an inconsiderate bastard. What do you want, Hyuuga?”

“I was in the neighborhood and decided to drop by,” Neji put Ashes down and sat on the other end of the couch. The frown on his partner’s face could stop an elephant in its tracks.

“Normally, I would be in bed at this time,” Tenten stayed on her end of the couch in a relaxed position, “but Sakura dropped by for a visit.”

The raven haired teen nodded, trying to hide his grin, “I see.” He knew Sakura had been by. During the visit, he had been outside listening to their entire conversation. He had to go along with the game plan. If Tenten knew he had been listening to their “girl talk”, she would probably kick him out, impaling him with a few dozen shuriken in the process.

And he would be sure she would pay for putting his name and “homosexual” in the same sentence.

“So, what do you want? Ashes and I are ready for bed.”

Neji’s eyes landed on Tenten as she spoke. He leaned back into the couch as he noticed one element out of place on his beautiful partner. He only wondered if she had any clue she wasn’t bound by her usual restraints. He wasn’t complaining. She looked nice like that.

“I came by to apologize for the other day. I was being rude and--”

“Damn right you were.”

Neji continued despite the interruption, “--inconsiderate. I shouldn’t have said that to you. You’re my friend and, really, the only person I trust. You always have my back in battle. I was a fool for putting our friendship in jeopardy.”

“Yes, yes, I know. I’m a goddess and an all around great person,” Tenten stood up, stretching her muscles. “And apology accepted. Now, I’m going to go to bed, Neji. …see you tomorrow.”

“Alright then,” The Hyuuga stood after she did, eyeing his partner’s beautiful body. “Before I go, I want you to know something, Tenten,” he slowly reached out and took a strand of the chestnut brown hair between his fingers.

“I like you much better with your hair down.”

Tenten titled her head, watching as Neji’s nimble digits fingered a strand of her silky hair. She took a small step into his presence, close enough to feel the heat radiating off his body. His fingers left her hair to slowly caress her cheek. His touch sent chills down the weapons mistress’s body, the sensation of his skin against hers warmed her inner core.

“Neji?”

His name barely escaped her mouth before Neji’s soft lips descended onto her own. The kiss was gentle and pure, sending electric pulses down to their feet. Their kissed ended shortly after it began, both shinobi staring at the other.

Tenten licked her lips slowly, savoring the taste of peppermint Neji left behind. She stared up into Neji’s white eyes with passion and want. They both moved to one another, arms winding around their bodies. Neji threaded his fingers through Tenten’s hair, his hand coming to rest behind her head. He gently fisted some of the chestnut locks in his fingers, pulling his partner’s face closer to his before pressing his lips to hers once again.

This kiss was nothing like the one before, Tenten thought. While Neji’s lips moved against her own, his hands roamed her body as if begging her to let him in. Her hands weren’t idle as she grasped a handful of his shirt and tried desperately to rip it off his body. When she lifted a leg up to rest on his hip, Neji snapped. In a fluid motion, he lifted Tenten up like she was as light as air and gently laid her down on the couch.

Their hands were fast at stripping on another. His training with Jyuuken allowed him to travel fast across his partner’s well developed body while her weapon worn hands were just as quick to remove his restraints, allowing her to drink and eat at him with her hands, fingers, and eyes. His mouth tasted her lips and skin; his eyes memorized every part of her. His nimble hands caused her to mew and squirm underneath him.

She trusted him with her life just as he trusted her with his. Tenten didn’t need to tell him ‘yes’ or ‘no’. It was always unspoken between the two. When she wrapped her long, tone legs around his waist, Neji knew that was all he needed. He placed a gentle kiss on her lips as he slid inside her maidenhood. Tenten took in a sharp breath, her body tensing. Neji groaned at the feel of her hot, wet inner walls hugging his hardened member.

It took several minutes before they were both adjusted to the new feeling before Neji moved. Tenten’s teeth were grinding as she tried to relax her tense body. She was hot and cold at the same time. Her blood pumped through her body like hot lava. Her sensitive nerves could feel even the slightest of movements. This has got to be the worst pain I’ve ever felt, Tenten thought, since I accidentally stabbed my leg all the way through with papa’s katana!

Just as quickly as the pain had started, it soon morphed into something she had never felt before: passion. Her body was suddenly set ablaze as Neji pumped in and out of her virgin vessel. Just the sight of his body glistening with sweat and the sound of his labored breathing in her ear caused her to shiver, her nails dragging down his cream colored back. Her pants turned to moans, her whimpers of pain morphed to whimpers of pleasure.

She had never felt so…serene.

These foreign feelings were new to Neji. Every part of his body was alive with want and need. Each of his thrusts was laced with his desire for Tenten. Every thing he left unspoken was the fuel he used to make love to her; and when she parted her beautiful lips and begged him to go faster, he wasted not one second. He supported his weight on his elbows and put placed on foot on the floor as he let loose all of his restraints. His thrusts so powerful the couch moved with every motion of his hips.

Minor seconds passed after that before Tenten threw her head back and let out a brilliant cry of his name. Her body tensed and shuddered, nails digging into his shoulder blades. At the feel of her vaginal walls wrapping around his hard cock, his love exploded into her with a deep groan of satisfaction. The two lovers kept moving until they could no longer move. Neji collapsed on top of her, burying his face in the crook of his neck as he took in her scent of cinnamon she always carried with her. In return, Tenten cradled his body, kissing her bandaged forehead where his curse seal was hidden beneath. Neither of them spoke a word. Both knew that there were none to be spoken. The only sound in apartment was that of two lovers’ labored breathing.

They fell asleep in the comfort of one another.

From the recliner adjacent to the couch, Ashes’s tail swished back and forth as he watched his mistress and the unknown man. With a yawn, the seven-year-old cat hopped down from the recliner and onto the couch, curling up at his two master’s feet to join them in sleep.

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The next time Sakura saw either Neji or Tenten was in town a month or so later. She had been out with Ino shopping for her daughter some clothes and just happened to pass by the two.

And she did a double take.

They no longer hid their feelings from one another and, apparently, they no longer hid them from all of Konoha.

Neji and Tenten stood beside one another, their fingers intertwined as they, too, were looking at baby accessories. It seemed as though Sakura wasn’t the only one who had to look twice to make sure what she was seeing was truly reality. Tenten seemed to be glowing as she pointed out a rather expensive crib while Neji didn’t say a word, but looked at his partner with a small smile on his lips. They both seemed truly happy at the moment.

From her spot beside Sakura, Yamanaka Ino quirked an eyebrow, “I always had my suspicions that they were a couple, but I never knew. Those two always keep to themselves.”

Sakura decided it was best not to tell Ino the truth, “Well, let’s go, Ino. We’ve got a lot to finish!”

When she arrived at home, Sakura found an arrangement of flowers on her doorstep with a card. She first thought they were from Naruto or maybe even Lee. When she opened the card, she smiled brightly at the elegant handwriting of her fellow kunoichi. Without another thought, she picked up the flowers and placed them in the nursery with the card beside it.

Thank you, Sakura.

-Tenten

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“What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed

Gomennasai for everything
Gomennasai, I know I let you down
Gomennasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomennasai for everything
Gomennasai, I know I let you down
Gomennasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomennasai, for everything
Gomennasai, Gomennasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomennasai, I let you down
Gomennasai, Gomennasai, Gomennasai,
Gomennasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now.”

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Featured Song: “Gomennasai” by T.a.T.U

"White Heaven" Chapter One

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:48:54 GMT

Holy shit, I actually wrote the full lemon for White Heaven! Kudos for me. I'd been planning to do it for months now. Damn, I'm slow. Anyways, I'm going to try to write and post as much of it as I can before I have to get away from this computer I'm at that has the lovely high speed net access. So, anyways, here's the newly revised and lemony chapter one! Enjoy!

WARNING: IF YOU'RE OFFENDED BY SEX OR YOU'RE UNDER THE AGE OF EIGHTEEN THEN DON'T CLICK ON THE CUT! ~~But if you're a giant pervert and don't give a shit about the law, then click away!~~

Title: White Heaven
Rating: M (Mature)
Pairing: Manjyome Jun x Tenjoin Asuka (duh...)
Summary: Manjyome has everything in the Association of Light: Power, Respect, and, most importantly, the woman of his dreams. When Juudai vows to save his friends from Saiou, everything seems to shatter for Manjyome...

Author’s Note: Since I don’t know much about what’s going on in the second season, I’m going to manipulate things a bit. I know that Jun is in the Association of Light and has converted all of the Obelisk’s, Asuka, and Misawa. Upon doing some research at wwwDOTjanimeDOTinfo, I found out that in most of the episodes after Jun converted Asuka that they’re together all of the time. So, I’m going to use this to my advantage.

Rated for: Language, violence, adult content, and some drug/alcohol abuse

dis-claim’er, n. a denial or renunciation, as of a claim or title: a statement made to save one’s own ass.

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White Heaven

Dedicated to my best friend, strawberries, the biggest JunxAsuka fan I know.

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“Manjyome-kun?”

Manjyome “White Thunder” Jun was startled out of his deep thoughts by the voice of Heaven. He turned around from his spot on the balcony to see Tenjoin Asuka in his foyer. He nodded for her to come inside as he returned to gazing out into the moonlit forest.

“Tenjoin-kun, I have told you many times to call me ‘Jun’.”

Asuka made it quickly to his side, “And I’ve told you to call me ‘Asuka’.”

Jun, not tearing his gaze away, gave a half smile, “Then I suppose we are even.”

The two stayed in a comfortable silence for several minutes. Jun’s arms crossed over his chest while Asuka’s layed at her side. Her eyes went from the shining lake and over to Jun several times. The onyx haired teen knew something wasn’t right.

“Asuka,” Jun felt very strange addressing her as such, “is something bothering you?”

Asuka sighed and turned to face him, her tan brown eyes held concern and worry, “What are you going to do about Juudai?”

“I’ve told you. I’m going to beat him. That has been my purpose from the beginning.”

“He’s already declared he would defeat you and everyone else in the Association. I can’t help but worry about you.”

Jun frowned, glancing at her briefly, “Do you not trust my skills?”

Asuka looked hurt, “I never said that. I believe in you--more than you know.”

Jun turned to face the blonde haired teen, “Then you shouldn’t be worried about anything, Asuka. I will defeat Juudai one way or another. I’ll crush him with my bare hands.”

“That’s what I’m worried about,” Asuka closed her eyes for a moment, taking in a deep breath before staring up into Jun’s onyx eyes. “I know you’ll do anything to defeat Juudai. I know you have the skills to beat him. I trust you. You brought me into the light, Jun.”

“Then why worry?”

“Because I…I don’t want to see you hurt. I--” Asuka pursed her lips together and lowered her head, “love you.”

Jun’s gaze lingered on the woman in front of him. He’s eyes softened as he reached out, taking her chin between his fingers, “Look at me.”

She did as she was told. Asuka slowly lifted her head and was met by cool lips over her own. She froze momentarily from shock. Her tan eyes slid close slowly, Jun’s lips massaging her own tantalizingly. It seemed like several agonizing hours had passed by before he pulled back, cupping her face in his hands, his thumbs running over her cheeks.

“Nothing will happen to me. I’ve worked too hard for my plans to be jeopardized. I won’t lose everything I’ve worked for to Juudai. I--I won’t lose you to him again.”

Asuka’s eyes began to water, “You never lost me. I’ve always loved you. It just took me longer than expected to realize what I had in front of me was real--you. I kept denying my feelings. When I joined under you, suddenly everything I knew all revolved around you. I--”

“Shh,” Jun placed a finger over her lips, tracing them slowly. “No more talking. No more worry. No more doubts. I’m here in front of you now. A man who has longed for your love. Will you have it?”

Asuka looked as if she was concentrating on her answer. Jun’s eye twitched. He was killing her.

“Jun, I--” She smiled at him through blurry tears, “yes.”

He took her into his arms and pressed a powerful kiss to her lips. Her arms wound around his neck, hands burying in his silky onyx hair. His tongue ran along her lips slyly before she opened her rosy lips, the wet muscles bumping against one another. Jun’s hand roamed her back before planting on her buttocks, pressing their bodies together intimately.

Asuka moaned in his mouth at the close contact. She could feel his erection pressing against her through his tight gray pants. She felt Jun start to walk backwards, compelling her to follow him. As they moved back into his quarters, Jun pulled away from her lips, kissing down her chin. His hands slid to her front, pressing against her stomach before they moved up to cup her breasts through her jacket. Asuka’s breath hitched in her throat, eyes closing in pleasure.

Jun’s grin turned feral as his hands moved from her breasts to undo her white jacket, sliding the material away from her body to peel away her black undershirt. The palms of his hands ran over the smooth skin of her stomach and the moved to her back. He used one hand to unzip her skirt slowly, the other skillfully undoing her bra. Both articles of clothing hit the floor, leaving Asuka only adorned in her white panties. He traced the rim of the cloth with his finger, goose bumps rising over the girl’s pale skin.

The blonde watched in pure adoration as Jun unzipped his jacket, tossing it to the floor with her clothing. He was quick to pull off his white undershirt, it also joining the pile of discarded garments. Asuka’s brown eyes took in every inch of his bare body, even the apparent bulge locked away in his tight, gray pants.

“Asuka,” her name was spoken barely above a whisper as he reached out, running a hand over one of her bare breasts. “If you want to stop tell me now, because after this moment I won’t have the will power to hold myself back.”

She never tore her eyes away from Jun’s finely cut chest. With steady hands, she reached out and grabbed onto his pants, quickly undoing the belt and button. As the pants fell to the ground, leaving him in his silk white boxers, Asuka spoke.

“I’m not stopping you.”

Jun grabbed her chin to make her look up at him. When she did, Asuka couldn’t help but gaze into those beautiful gray orbs.

She lost herself in his eyes as he lowered her to the bed.

Asuka’s threw her head back in pleasure as Jun trailed hot kisses down her body, his tongue dipping into her navel. Her nails raked across his scalp, her body pressing itself up into his caresses. Jun chuckled and hooked his fingers around the fabric of her panties, pulling them down her well-toned legs. He tossed them aside carelessly. His pale hands massaged Asuka’s inner thighs as he placed a gentle kiss on her netherlips, his tongue grazing against her clit.

“Ahh!” The blonde bit her bottom lip as the sensations ripple through her body. She clung tightly to Manjyome’s hair, pushing him into her hot core. Blonde hair spilled out all around her as she thrashed her head from side to side everytime Jun bumped his tongue against the little nub.

Jun took his time as he paid special attention to the reactions Asuka gave him when he touched a pleasurable spot. It didn’t take long for Asuka’s virgin body to reach its climax of pleasure. She came in a bright flash of light, her voice ringing off the walls of the bedroom. The onyx haired boy was quick to drink down her juices, his hands gently massaging her inner thighs.

The small tremors throughout her body died down to her occasional moan. Jun, having finished his job, kissed her inner thighs gently before slowly coming up her body, paying every inch of it respect as he did so. Asuka, once again, felt herself starting to burn with desire. When she opened her eyes, all she could see was Jun: his eyes, his hair, his lips. She longed to have him completely.

“Asuka…” Her name slipped from Jun’s lips as the blonde sat up to assist in the removal of the last and only piece of clothing seperating themselves from the intimacy of two lovers.

When the white boxers joined the other clothing on the floor, Jun pushed Asuka back onto the bed gently as he hovered above her body. The nervousness was now evident in his eyes. As if to reassure him of their decision, Asuka cupped his cheek, bringing her lips together in a gentle, slow kiss of passion. She spread her legs to let him know everything was okay.

With that action, Jun propped braced his hands on the bed as he positioned himself properly above her before slowly slidding into her hot, wet cavern. As soon as he came to her barrier, he pulled from his love’s lips and murmured an apology before he tore past the membrane that was her maidenhood. He kissed her once again to contain the noise.

Asuka’s tan eyes shot wide open, her nails digging into Jun’s upper arms. Her mouth opened in a cry, allowing Jun to deepen the kiss they were sharing. That one thrust caused several sensations of pleasure and pain to overload her nervous system. It felt as if hot lava was running through her veins from the ends of her fingers to the tips of her toes.

Jun stayed in that postion for several minutes and Asuka silently thanked the Gods as it was taking her time to get use to him being inside her. When he did move it was slow and uncoordinated. Both had read romance manga and watched romantic movies, but as it was, neither of them had experience in this sort of field.

It took many tries of them adjusting their laying position before they both found one that brought on the most pleasure. By this time, Jun had found his rhythm. As he pushed and pulled out of Asuka’s wetness, she too started moving with him. She responded with a load moan or his name when he hit a spot inside her that was pleasurable. He quicked his thrusts and dropped down on his elbows, nipping at her breasts ever so often.

Albeit their inexperience the two danced together like that for several hours into the night. Jun took the lead while Asuka followed his movements. Her voice sang to him in her ecstacy. He responded by trying to hit that certain spot repeatedly until it become consistent.

It didn’t take long before Jun’s thrust became precise. Every time he penetrated her wetness, he hit that spot that brought her the most pleasure. It was then that Asuka’s breath became erractic. She clung to him desperately, clawed at his skin and buried her hands deep within his soft, silky hair. She came again, her muscles hugging his member tightly. This time, however, she didn’t see white; rather, she saw black.

Jun’s cry mixed with his newly found lover’s. He arched his back as he gave one final thrust. His back popped from position his orgasm forced him in. His voice was hoarse, throat parched. Slowly, he rolled to the side, forcing Asuka to move with him, but he didn’t leave from inside her warmness.

The blonde buried her face in his chest. One arm wrapped around his body, the other pressed against his heart. She yawned lazily when Jun started to draw designs on her back with his finger. She moved her away from his chest to stare into his gray eyes.

“Don’t leave. I don’t want you to go anywhere.”

Jun was a bit taken a back by her declaration. She sure chose the perfect time to make him think of a response.

Don’t couples usually cuddle after they make love? Damnit, think, Jun!

“I’m not leaving, Asuka,” he placed his forehead to hers and tenderly kissed her lips. “I’ll be where you are. I’ll be your shadow to protect and watch over you. Always.”

It seemed that she was satisfied by that answer as she curled back up into him. Jun mentally sighed in relief and went back to drawing random designs on the skin of Asuka’s back.

Soon, they were both asleep in the comfort of one another’s arms.

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Juudai sat in his Osiris Red dorm as he stared down at his deck. He had been up all night with his duel spirit forming new strategies and combos in order to bring his friends back. He knew Saiou had put them under a spell, manipulating their tender thoughts in order to join the Association of Light. Asuka, Misawa, and Manjyome were all being fooled and it was up to him to set things right.

With a new hope, he grabbed his deck and duel disk, throwing on his red blazer and walking out of his dorm. Standing on the balcony, he saw the former Obelisk Blue dorms lighting up that side of the campus. He frowned and clenched his fists as he heard a worried noise from beside him.

“Don’t squeak at me like that, Kuriboh. I know it is suicide, but I have to save them,” Juudai smiled at his companion. Hane Kuriboh spoke one more time before he disappeared.
The brown headed teen walked down the steps of his dorm with a new resolve. He was going to set things right. He ran towards the White Dorms, adrenaline and anxiety pumping through his veins

“Don’t worry, guys. I’m coming for ya.”

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When all else fails send out Juudai to solve all problems. What will he do to the Association of Light? More importantly, what will he do to Manjyome and Asuka’s newly established relationship? Leave a review and you’ll see!

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Sun, 10 Dec 2006 11:53:30 GMT

Off to a bad start with this fanfiction journal, huh? *laughs sardonically*

The reason of that is because I don't have the internet at my house. My family couldn't afford the bill so I've been reduced to not getting on the net unless I use/steal it from someone else's house/library (college, Terri's, etc). I can't transfer my stories because it would be wasting a CD to put on just some little Word documents. I don't have a floppy drive, so yeah, it sucks.

I'm so sorry! Soon, the financial problems will be solved and I promise, PROMISE, to post something. Okay? Everyone just keep checking back and I'll have something. Cross my heart.

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Come one, come all! *waves* Good to see everyone here. If you guys haven't visited my information page, this is Winter Yuy from fanfiction.net and welcome to my fanfiction journal!

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